Alfred H. Miles, ed. Women Poets of the Nineteenth Century. 1907.
By Songs in Minor Keys (1884). II. The Highland GlensChristina Catherine Fraser-Tytler (Mrs. Edward Liddell) (1848 )
I
I knew a woman once—she died last year—
The poorest, humblest of God’s creatures, she
Had the great secret, and was happy here.
She often told the tale—her lad had come,
And out of the deep glen between the hills
Had brought her with him to his city home.
“When we was merried, and the time drew on
For me to say farewell to all my folk
To gae wi’ him the strange new way alone.
I niver seed you take on so before;
Rise up, rise up, the goodman’s waitin’ you;
All these unclever ways ’ll vex him sore!’
Till Jamie came and led me right awa’.
It’s a dour pleasurin’ is a wedding-day,
Wi’ two strong loves a-pu’ing you in twa.
I couldn’t say farewell wi’out a tear;
The hills and a’ the flowers were wide awake
On thon sweet mornin’ o’ the youngling year.
Now that the dear ones a’ are gone to rest.
That day I moaned like dove about her brood,
As I lay sobbin’ on my mither’s breast.
Angus he hung about the place so dull,
And May and me—we never spake at a’
That last long week, when hearts were at the full.
We durstn’t touch our hearts lest they should break,
So each kept cheery in a cheerless way,
Tried to keep hearty for the other’s sake.
When we were courtin’, my dear lad and I,
I span it green for the dear glen and trees,
I span it blue for God Almighty’s sky;
To show my heart’s blood beating was for him—
You’ll see the plaid upon the bed,” she’d say,
“Although the bonnie colours are a’ dim.
And he’s been dead and gone these twenty years,
And ever since it’s been upon my bed;
It’s kept me warm, it’s dried a many tears.
I hae three pound a-year, and only me:
I niver had no bairns; and when he died,
My man, he greets awhile, and says, says he,
I couldn’t answer. But at last says I,
‘My dear, the God ’as kept us both at once
’ll keep me easy now you’re goin’ on high.’
There’s room enow in here for only me;
I has my three pounds regular: and I pays
Into the coal club. I’ve enow for tea;
A cup o’ tea, that’s two, because I swill
The teapot out a second time, ye see;
Oh, and I fares right well; I gets my fill.
My blankets they are thin—but there’s the plaid;
I gets along right canty—gets to kirk
Now and again on warm days. When I’m sad,
Awhiley down the street; and at the end
You’ll see a tree that’s bonny and that’s green,
And that poor wee bit town-tree is my friend.
And a’ my kith and kin are gone to God,
My mind keeps turnin’ to the glen I left
Forty long years ago. As through a cloud
I’m no just clear about the how and when;
But every stick and stone and bit o’ wall
And every cranny in the bonny glen
My man, my sister May, and Angus too,
And o’ my mither, wi’out e’er a tear—
I know God keeps them that are leal and true.
I dream I’m standin’ knee-deep in the burn;
I see the rowans noddin’ overhead,
I hear the mavis sing aboon the fern.
My man’s auld Bible, and my father’s crook,
And when I see the plaidie on the bed,
And see them a’ through this poor city’s smoke,
Tak’ me the shortest road to heaven’s stair;
And ’gin the shortest road were by the glen,
Think you the Lord wad tak’ me round by there?”