Alfred H. Miles, ed. Women Poets of the Nineteenth Century. 1907.
By Songs and Ballads. VI. Crippled JaneCaroline Elizabeth Sarah (Sheridan) Norton (18081877)
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But that is for rich men’s children, and we knew it could not be:
So she lived at home in the Lincolnshire Fens, and we saw her, day by day,
Grow pale, and stunted, and crooked; till her last chance died away.
And now I’m dying; and often, when you thought that I moaned with pain,
I was moaning a prayer to Heaven, and thinking of Crippled Jane.
Folks will be kind to Johnny; his temper is merry and light;
With so much love in his honest eyes, and a sturdy sense of right.
And no one could quarrel with Susan; so pious, and meek, and mild,
And nearly as wise as a woman, for all that she looks such a child!
But Jane will be weird and wayward; fierce, and cunning, and hard;
She won’t believe she’s a burden, be thankful, nor win regard.—
God have mercy upon her! God be her guard and guide;
How will strangers bear with her, when, at times, even I felt tried?
When the ugly smile of pleasure goes over her sallow face,
And the feeling of health, for an hour, quickens her languid pace;
When with dwarfish strength she rises, and plucks, with a selfish hand,
The busiest person near her, to lead her out on the land;
Or when she sits in some corner, no one’s companion or care,
Huddled up in some darksome passage, or crouched on a step of the stair;
While far off the children are playing, and the birds singing loud in the sky,
And she looks through the cloud of her headache, to scowl at the passers-by
I die—God have pity upon her!—how happy rich men must be!—
For they said she might have recovered—if we sent her down to the sea.