Edmund Clarence Stedman, ed. (1833–1908). A Victorian Anthology, 1837–1895. 1895.
Lord De Tabley (John Byrne Leicester Warren) b. 1835A Song of Faith Forsworn
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It came when I was weary and distraught
With hunger. Could I guess the fruit you brought?
I ate in mere desire of any food,
Nibbled its edge, and nowhere found it good.
Take back your suit.
It is a bird poach’d from my neighbor’s wood:
Its wings are wet with tears, its beak with blood.
’T is a strange fowl with feathers like a crow:
Death’s raven, it may be, for all we know.
Take back your love.
False is the hand that gave them; and the mind
That plann’d them, as a hawk spread in the wind
To poise and snatch the trembling mouse below,
To ruin where it dares—and then to go.
Take back your gifts.
Elsewhere you trimm’d and taught these lamps to burn;
You bring them stale and dim to serve my turn.
You lit those candles in another shrine,
Gutter’d and cold you offer them on mine.
Take back your vows.
What is your love? Leaves on a woodland plain,
Where some are running and where some remain.
What is your faith? Straws on a mountain height,
Dancing like demons on Walpurgis night.
Take back your words.
Have them again: they wore a rainbow face,
Hollow with sin and leprous with disgrace:
Their tongue was like a mellow turret bell
To toll hearts burning into wide-lipp’d hell
Take back your lies.
Shall I be meek, and lend my lips again
To let this adder daub them with his stain?
Shall I turn cheek to answer, when I hate?
You kiss like Judas in the garden gate!
Take back your kiss.
A paper boat launch’d on a heaving pool
To please a child, and folded by a fool;
The wild elms roar’d: it sail’d—a yard or more.
Out went our ship, but never came to shore.
Take back delight.
Has it done service on a fairer brow?
Fresh, was it folded round her bosom snow?
Her cast-off weed my breast will never wear:
Your word is ‘love me;’ my reply, ‘despair!’
Take back your wreath.