D.H. Lawrence (1885–1930). New Poems. 1916.
23. Phantasmagoria
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Like a thing unwarrantable cross the hall
And climb the stairs to find the group of doors
Standing angel-stern and tall.
Throng of startled beings suddenly thrown
In confusion against my entry? Is it only the trees’
Large shadows from the outside street lamp blown?
Aloud, suddenly on my mind
Startling a fear unspeakable, as the shuddering wind
Breaks and sobs in the blind.
Why continually do they cross the bed?
Why does my soul contract with unnatural fear?
I am listening! Is anything said?
They seem to be beckoning, rushing away, and beckoning.
Whither then, whither, what is it, say
What is the reckoning.
Do you rush to assail me?
Do I intrude on your rites nocturnal?
What should it avail me?
Suburban dismal?
Have I profaned some female mystery, orgies
Black and phantasmal?